my lovey dovey MSc project~??

hmff.. tiring? boring? annoying? no exact words can really describe my MSc project here in UTP hehe.. bosan dowh.. been doin' it since 14 months ago, yet nothin' special had turned out.. tempoh 14 bulan adalah tempoh yg agak lama la kot utk menyiapkan MSc by research ni.. dengan tahap progress yg sgt slow ni, rsnya i may take at least another a year to complete it.. nk salahkan sapa? mestilah salahkan diri sendiri kan.. sendiri yg malas!! sendiri yg bodoh!! huhu.. for the first six months i was doing my MSc it was without the guidance of my supervisor since she was under medical leave for the whole semester.. sakit lps bersalin.. kesian gak.. only had the chance to see her once a month.. tu pun had to go to visit her at home, nasib baik la dkt ni je haa.. the first progress report? i was really stucked up wif the comments.. the project was actually being rejected! can u imagine.. the whole semester's work was a waste of time.. i failed to convince them with my presentation.. demam lagipun masa tu.. demam teruk!! panas smp leh nk bgn.. tp sblm2 tu pun sbnrnye, xde la wat keje2 ni dan mende2 sgt pun.. hehe.. kn dh ckp td, sendiri yg malas.. dh tau awak tu bodoh, malas pulak nk stadi, malas nk baca buku.. keep giving my excuses for the unsetlled job.. actually there are lots of problem that are unforseen before.. so, last minute only i realized, actually this whole thing is not really easy for a graduate of second class lower like me to do it!! mungkinkah aku telah salah membuat pilihan? hehe.. byk sgt komen2 ni, isk.. dah la tu.. baikla pi jumpa supervisor bincang2 apa yang patut.. satgi dok mengadap mende blog ni, smp ke ptg pun x siap keja.. :P