they were asking about dreams. my childhood dreams. suddenly i was clueless. as if i never had one. dream? gosh. i seemed to forget what i really wanted during my childhood.
a big car?
a mansion by the beach?
lots of money to buy things and air tickets to fly wherever, whenever i want to?
ya, i guess those were the dreams i have had before. but it faded over time. dreams and hopes change as the years passed by. as what i've gone through, the paradigm of what i would want in life shifted - slightly. it's not that i was trying to be ignorance of what i wanted, perhaps, i am just trying to not to hope for the things that i should not be hoping for.
but they. they keep talking about the dreams of my childhood. ish ish.. and being me, it might take a while for the impact that they have put in my mind and heart to be blown away by the wind - and i may have the peaceful mind of mine back. sometimes - it annoys. i may need some space.
still clueless.
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